ANOTHER GREETINGS!!

helooo world!!!! it's a loooooong time i haven't wrote anything about everything here... just came back after summer break with very new best family (i'll share it later ). so, Happy Fasting for every moslems in the whole world :) xx

#Pray for Japan (Hidden Messages in Water)

hei readres, udah lama yah ga nulis blog, kinda busy lately for summer thingy :p

anyways, mungkin aku sedikit telat untuk membahas hal ini di blog. but i was really grieve to every victims in Japan :( dan tragedi itu meninggalkan hal2 penting bagi masyarakat Jepang, termasuk masyarakat dunia. seperti yang kita ketahui, setelah tsunami menghantam Jepang pada 11 Maret lalu, reaktor nuklir yang terletak di Fukushima, Jepang pun meledak seketika. how sad i heard it...

terlepas dari hal itu, mungkin sebagian besar kalian udah pernah dengar Masaru Emoto, penemu dan peneliti water crystal. apasih water crystal itu? bisa dibilang partikel-partikel air yang bentuknya menyerupai crystal (seperti karakter salju), bentuk tersebut bisa berubah berdasarkan emosi, perkataan disekeliling air tersebut baik itu positif maupun negatif. crystal ini merupakan wujud energi alam yang tergantung di air. kemarin aku dan teman2 membahas hal menarik ini, maka dari itu aku tertarik share ini semua di blog :)

back to topic, Emoto melakukan beberapa percobaan terhadap air. ketika beliau memberikan energi positif ke dalam suatu wadah (misalnya bilang kata 'cinta') maka wujud crystal yang dihasilkan sangat indah. dan semua kata2 dan fikiran2 manusia yg di transfer berupa energi untuk air tersebut mempunyai wujud crystal masing2. setelah itu, beberapa peneliti lain bereksperimen membedakan 2 wadah air dengan 2 jenis musik di depan wadah air tersebut. wadah pertama, disekeliling air terdengar lagi Imagine by John Lennon. crystal yg dihasilkan sangat indah dan berwarna (i wish i cud share the images for u guys, but i cudnt find it). lalu wadah kedua terdengar lagu beraliran metal entah lagu apa, crystal yang dihasilkanpun terlihat buyar, ga nampak! jadi intinya, energi2 positif yang akan kita transfer ke air bisa juga melalui musik, doa, bahkan human positive thoughts bisa menciptakan energi positif buat air tersebut.

jika disambungin sama reaktor Jepang yang meledak, bisa bayangin ga betapa terancamnya makhluk hidup terutama kita di Asia akibat hal tersebut :( jangankan dari bahan makanan import yang sering banget kita konsumsi, air hujan pun mungkin bisa aja mengandung zat nuklir tersebut. bukannya nakut2in, tetapi adakalanya kita waspada. mungkin efeknya bukan satu atau dua hari kedepan, tetapi di anak cucu kita nanti.. nah, sebuah konjungsi dari water crystal tadi, mungkin hal kecil yang bisa kita lakukan buat Jepang dengan menyalurkan energi2 positif kita untuk air yang akan mengalirkannya sampai ke Fukushima. dengan adanya positive thoughts yang serempak seperti itu, energi yang dihasilkan aku yakin pasti lebih hebat lagi :) ini bukan hal mistis, kita hidup dengan segala bentuk energi di dalamnya. alpha, teta, dll.. apapun itu, kita bisa bantu saudara2 kita yang pada ahirnya impact nya buat kita juga kok. dan menurut beberapa artikel yg kubaca, energi di muka bumi sangat kuat pada jam 12 siang! jadi, ayo teman2 kita do something dari doa, ataupun fikiran positif sepintas "jadikan air Fukushima menjadi air yang bermanfaat, penuh jiwa cinta, dan berguna bagi dunia". hal ini yang sedang di delegasikan oleh Emoto ke seluruh masyarakat dunia. mungkin itu sepele dimata kalian, tapi aku yakin hal seperti itu yang bisa kita bantu, dari pada ga ngelakuin apapun kan? hihi.

thank you buat mas bhismo dan bang rizal from kunokini :) sooooo inspiring!

friends

friends check

into your life

like sweet summer nights.

you want them to last,

but they will move on

like the changing seasons.

some will fall like stalwart trees

no longer able to stand tall,

their deaths locked into memory

until that, too, fades like worn-out daylight.

incredibly Black Swan

hey ballerinas..

have you watched Black Swan? so i just watched it earlier.. unlike most other ballet films which show many sides of love, this film tells the dark side of a ballerina. you won't be having a lot of fun at Black Swan, but the less seriously you take this wildly melodramatic, unashamedly pulpy look at the blood sport that is NYC ballet, the better your chances are of enjoying yourself even a little. Darren Aronofsky is a filmmaker with the chops to be a great director and the impulse to be a sensationalistic one. in many ways, his films are of a piece : stories about obsessions and mysteries - and obsessions with mysteries..

Nina (Natalie Portman) is a ballerina in a NYC ballet company whose life, like all those in her profession, is completey consumed with dance. she lives with her obsessive former ballerina mother (Barbara Hershey) who exerts a suffocating control over her. then when artistic director Thomas (Vincent Cassel) decides to replace prima ballerina Beth for the opening production of their new season, Swan Lake, Nina is his 1st choice. but nina has a competition : a new dancer Lily (Mila Kunis), who impresses Thomas as well. Swan Lake requires a dancer who can play both the White Swan with innocence and grace, and the Black Swan, who represents guile and sensuality. Nina fits the White Swan role perfectly but Lily is the personification of the Black Swan. in the end, we could see that Nina should try to fight the Black Swan character in itself.

the movie is a story within a story, similar to the dream within a dream thing Inception had going on. the pace of the movie demanded your attention. and i can say that i was completely shocked by anything thing movie had to offer. the lead characters physical transformation, the supporting actress dynamic trio of Hershey, Ryder, and Mila Kunis, coupled with precise ballet moves, music, and costuming, made this movie one i'd like to see again.. in the theater of course.. with someone else to compare notes with.. oh anyway, i love their posters so much.. meaningful, and truly represent about their movie idea..

xx, ayui

introduction : best man

hey fellas..

here, i wanna introduce my only one lovely big hearted boy Mohammad Ichsan.. just call him ichsan, ichi, ichan, any easy to pronounce and remember :p firstly, i don't wanna talkin about the age, but the truth is he's much older than me. whaat? why? not a few who talked about the age difference between us, including my parents, and also his friends. what bout my friends? haha most of my friends were envy that i had bf much older than me :p the first thought by my parents was married at a young age! hahaha completely insane! they worried bout everything that went with haste.

anw, he's a photographer. most of his time he spend with his camera. and here's the important thing that brought him to meet me.. first time i met him about a couple years ago, we're talkin about my high school's prom night, and he became one of the photographer with his friends. do you guys agree with love at first sight? yes i do! first time i shook his hands, dunno why, i immediately fell in love *,* his eyes are so sincere when staring at me, i saw honesty from it.

that was some story when we first met :)

one word that i cud describe him : simple. his simplicity is amazing. treating me so simple with his big love. no need to bring flowers, mercedes, prada, or anything, i just love him so much with his simple glasses, fat ass, tummy, retro car, and also richest heart and mind. we accustom ourselves to always be frank with each other. but not infrequently we argue, most of them are caused by my selfishness :(

one thing you should know : he's a very patient person i've ever found. patient with my fussy character, patient with very difficult conditions.. i really learned a lot about it from him. ichsan has a 'pay-attention' character with everything and everyone. sometimes, he would forget his own needs........ noted it honey! :p

he made me laugh, he made me cry, he made me smile, he made me everything just like i saw the finest aurora in plain sight. nothing i cud say except thank you and love you.

with love,

your thousand faces queen buriburi

ayui :*

in memorial 2010's song list

in 2010, i always bordered with my ipod, woken up by my upbeat songs and was overslept with my lullaby songs.. my mood often up and down because of music that i listened. and i do music from i was kid. for me, music runs in my blood. so now, i wanna show you guys my 2010 appetite of music

1. Darwin Deez - Radar Detector. Before i went to campus, i had to played this song! such a jolify song :) i believe when i tuned this, i always felt soooo cherry in one day!

2. Hepcat - No Worries. when i felt so depressed this song was perfect to heal them out. i love love it so much

3. Mandalay - Believe. i will cry my heart out if didn't have this one in my track. appease my mood when i too tired from campus things, started my beauty sleep, etc. this song ain't a new one, i currently play it more often :)

4. Cake - Strangers in The Night. my best campus friends Putri Kinasih asked me for helped her as music director for her radio broadcast, and i entered this song. she love it, and i did love too! so, next day when i listened to this song, i will thinkin about her :)

5. India Arie - Complicated Melody. i just love this song, its remind me of him. of course my hubby. the lyrics was so describe him. i always sing it to him when i missed him in the middle of the night..

those were a few songs which i often listened in 2010.. wanna know others? see my last.fm account guys :)

xx, ayui

welcoming 2011 style!

heloooowwwww!

still talkin about 2011 fashion euphoria, i've been find out some trends that will be booming in this era. check them out kiddos!

Biker Fashion! as couple years ago, leather has become one of the favorite fabric that we use it for jacket, boots, bag, etc. and for this 2011, some people developed it and become biker chic. some kind of biker fashion that we can wear are jacket or "Brando Jacket" which not merely about an overused cut and simple black color ; leather boots ; leather pants and skirt aaawwww just awesome!

Gorgeous 70's.. let's grab our mother's, granny's clothes and other stuffs for this trend season! and we have to pick the sexiest, sleekest, and the most stylish looks from it. By day it's all about clean yet voluminous silhouettes, and earthy 70's colour pallets. high waisted wide-leg pants or flares, smartly belted in ; Neat bow-blous, especially ones with billowing or bishop sleeves, particulary great are fabrics like silk and satin ; smart printed jumpsuit ; high seen fabrics '70s disco -inspired edge' like lurex or silk with metallic thread ; and soooo on are the great alternative for 70's looks..

Lace clothing, no, it's not new, but like all trends has multiple seasons, it has evolved. Lace for this 2011 trend are more unique with quality antique-style. we can use lace for dresses, skirts, cardigan, etc. there's nothing but sweet :")

Tail hems are dresses longer at the back.. skirts and dresses cut longer at the back are continuing to make their way into our trend bibles and thus features are major 2011 fashion trend. there are some types of hem, which are a hem that's cut from very short to very long (mini to maxi) ; a hem that falls into large drapes or pleats at the back ; a simple hem cut at an angle. i really love wear this to everywhere!

so guys, that was a lil bit thingy about 2011 trends. even its too cool for trends, back to basic : only great minds can afford a simple style :)

xx, ayui